Upside Down In Love Crazy
I want to be that little girl again that sits and thinks about that Great Love all day, that when it walks by I swoon for simply being in the room. I remember feeling that way about a few boys in my early childhood. I would think about what they would say to me, how it would be if they would only see me for who I knew I was, if they would fall feet over head in love with me like I felt about them. My emotions were strong, they were not hidden. Everyone from my parents, brothers, family members, friends, well, the whole school, including my crush knew I was crazy for them. I can remember trying think how do I keep such passion from exploding out of me. It consumed me. Now I am an adult. Not a child. My Great Love in human form lays next to me each night and calls me beautiful each day. His love for me still puts me in awe each day. I know God is real because of him, I know I am precious to God because of how he treats me. BUT... I ...