I have typed this once and lost it. I have thought about what to say and how to say it repeatedly. Since July, my whole world has made more sense and been tipsy-turvy turned upside-down. Chronic pain is no joke. I have dealt with headaches and extreme motion sickness since I was a child, back and neck pain since middle school, my hair turning grey in high school, and a handful of other strange symptoms. No one ever wanted to put them together or even attempted. In high school and early college years, I went to a handful of neurologists due to headaches, eye issues, and nausea issues, and their answers were either I was making things up, or my symptoms were too strange to make sense of. I willingly gave up and decided for years I was misunderstanding what was happening in my body. Everyone’s head must hurt; they just don’t complain about it. Everyone must walk around nauseous and just not say anything. Everyone hears their heartbeat and whooshing in their ears when they lay t
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